Why Did Matt Willis Turn to Exercise After Addiction?
Matt Willis, the bassist from the early-2000s pop-punk band Busted, has spoken openly about how his relationship with fitness became a substitute for his former struggles with drugs and alcohol. After years of battling addiction, Willis revealed that he became “utterly addicted” to exercise, finding in it a temporary refuge from emotional turmoil.
In a candid conversation on Fearne Cotton’s Happy Place podcast, he shared how working out started as a healthy coping mechanism but eventually became another obsession. “Exercise was a big thing for me… when I found it, I was completely and utterly addicted to it,” Matt admitted.
The initial attraction was simple it felt positive. But soon, that healthy outlet turned compulsive. “If I didn’t go to the gym or something got in the way of it, I was triggered or became angry or upset.” His story is a stark reminder of how easily addiction can transfer from substance abuse to other behaviors.
What Sparked Matt’s Substance Abuse at Such a Young Age?
One of the most shocking revelations from Matt’s interviews is how early his issues with mind-altering substances began. He confessed that at the age of seven, he was already experimenting with his asthma inhaler in a bid to get high. Hiding under his duvet, he would take multiple hits until his head throbbed and his lips tingled.
This behavior, he explains, was part of a lifelong pattern of avoiding emotional discomfort. “Everything that takes me away from feeling the way I feel is a problem for me because I cannot deal with how I feel,” he told The Naked Professors podcast.
Even during his Busted days, he leaned on substances like alcohol and cocaine the latter not for pleasure, but ironically, to feel more sober during long drinking sessions. “We’d call it a sharpener,” he said, recalling how it briefly helped him regain control. “I hated everything about it but I couldn’t stop doing it which is madness. That’s my illness.”
How Did His Childhood Influence His Addictive Behavior?
Matt’s addiction issues have roots that stretch back into his childhood. According to a source quoted in The Sun, his parents encouraged stereotypical views of masculinity including suppressing emotions. He was told “boys don’t cry,” which led to him not shedding a single tear until he was 29 years old.
This emotional repression compounded his inability to cope with internal struggles, creating a need to escape feelings rather than confront them. His upcoming documentary on BBC Three promises to explore this part of his life in greater detail, shedding light on how family dynamics shaped his early outlook and mental health.
What Role Did Rehab and Emma Willis Play in His Recovery?
Willis first entered rehab in 2005 after Busted disbanded, seeking treatment at London’s exclusive Priory clinic for alcohol addiction. But the battle was far from over. In 2006, he returned to residential rehab, reportedly for cannabis dependency.
By 2008, his wife TV presenter Emma Willis gave him a wake-up call. According to reports, Matt entered a five-week program at the Providence Project rehab center in Bournemouth, allegedly after Emma issued a marriage ultimatum. That turning point marked the beginning of sustained sobriety for Matt.
Emma has since been instrumental in his recovery. In a 2017 interview, Matt publicly credited her support: “She helped me through the darkest moments of my life.” Today, they share three children: Ace, Isabelle, and Trixie.
How Has He Managed to Stay Sober Since Then?
Since completing his last stint in rehab, Matt has remained drug- and alcohol-free. Instead of avoiding his past, he has embraced transparency. His upcoming BBC documentary set to air on BBC Three will explore his history of addiction, the emotional toll of fame, and how love and family helped him find stability.
While exercise became a temporary obsession, it also provided structure and a healthier outlet. Though it crossed into unhealthy territory for a time, Willis has gradually learned to manage his compulsions better and recognize triggers without spiraling.
What’s Next for Matt Willis?
Matt continues to balance his personal growth with professional projects. Apart from the documentary, he’s remained active in music and acting. His candidness about addiction, mental health, and emotional suppression is helping reshape how men, especially public figures, address vulnerability.
His story is not about perfection or quick fixes it’s about the continuous effort of staying honest, staying grounded, and moving forward, even when the past lingers. Through his willingness to open up, Matt Willis offers inspiration to many others walking the same difficult road.